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my dad

from figure 9 by grand cross

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i wish i'd told my dad that i was trans, before he died.
better yet, i wish he'd known all along.
all too often, i feel the need to hide.
i wish i had more than just these songs.

my skin is always crawling.
my stomach is always upset.
i'm tripping and i'm falling
with this dizzy, light head.

and i'm never even satsified
with any words i've ever said,
from when i struggle to stand in the morning
'till i stumble into bed.

and then i shroud myself in blankets,
and i wish my dad weren't dead.
that's it.

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from figure 9, released May 8, 2017

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