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be quick

from reverse suicide by grand cross

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i want to kill myself tonight.
i want to, but i won’t make that leap.
i’ll just think about it 'til i fall asleep.

this doesn’t happen as much as it used to,
but it still happens too much.
and i can cope with it pretty well,
but i don’t want to have to anymore.

i can’t change the past, but i’ll dream of a day when i can.
in the movies, it always makes things worse when they do that,
but in this case it wouldn’t.
i just know it would work out fine.
there are just a couple of things i need to fix.
please, just a few things. i’ll be quick.

two dear friends squirming around
in the grass for a while,
all giggles and smiles.

flash forward a bit and i’m crying on your shoulder,
'cause i just want that back.
'cause the winter gets colder and colder,
and suddenly i’m buried under a pile of snow.

i can’t change the past, but i’ll dream of a day when i can.
i just need a chance to un-hurt everyone.
maybe get a few diagnoses i know that i needed,
maybe start hormone therapy sooner.
yeah, there are just a couple things i need to fix.
please, just a few things. i’ll be quick.

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from reverse suicide, released December 11, 2017

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